the sun's on my side
bring me for a ride
i smile up the sky
i know i'll be alright
♥ ♥ ♥

Wednesday, April 22, 2009

love

what is love?? have you ask yourself? well love is a word no one is able to explained. You will have to feel what is it to understand. Some people felt sad and cry over it. Some people felt happy to have the other partner around.

Some all of you might not know about this. I am going to reveal my darkest secret about myself. I wanna be a change man. This friday i just wanna devote my life to a girl that i love for the past 3 years.

firstly, i just wanna say sorry to you baby(Sharon). Baby, life been really tough from the day we got together. From the time i saw you, i had feelings for you. Though we know each other for a while, we lost contact. Then one day god gave me the chance to go out with you again. Haha. That is when i then decide why not lets try this out. Me and You Together.

Life been great being with you. I shall tell everyone that every relationships has its up and down. Ours also has it. Baby, I know saying sorry a million times will never erase those past memories that i have let you down or make you angry with me.

First year, had some problems, quarreling almost every single day, kept to my old ways of knowing girls and stuff like tat. Baby made u felt insecure, made u felt that i was not the one for you. I really make the relationship not worth for you to hold back, but you patiently waited for me to change.

Second year, made some improvement. Started to get to know your family, started to feel part of you. But the times of quarrels made us fight, punched, kicked each other. Finally, even left a big fear of you being with me. Yet, you decided to let it go and continue the relationship. I really dunno how to treasure you. Then remember the times we had the quarrels over the "break up word", I left you and find another girl called jx. Went with her one month but my heart still think of you. I just did not like you to use the "break up word" when we quarrel. There and then u did the impossible, waiting for me to come back to you. In the end i broke up and went back with you. I am a jerk!!

Third year.. there is still quarrels now and then but not as bad as before. I am really sorry for making u upset over and over again. I give u my word that i will change and realli be a loving husband to go thru the thick and thin with you. I believe all the quarrels we had really make us very close to each other. Make us love and treasure each other.

I believe our imperfections had made this relationship a PERFECT one. I love you baby.. I am crying while writing this post as i know lots of emotions had fill up every single blood cells in me. I love you loads. Syahubby love Sharonwife. Please let me take your hand and walk the last road of our journey till we are old. Let us be the past and our kids the future.

I LOVE YOU FOREVER. NEVER TO LET GO OF YOUR HAND FROM 24/04/2006...